okay i've decided to vent my anger here. im not feeling very good now. seriously not =( haiis. after sch wanted to go hg mall to return books and buy some stuffs. and yeah im being shoot at. i dont mind being shoot at lar. but not when im feeling so down. i guess everyone has a limit right? and they're just so insensitive =( i really feel like just going off. but i know problems will arise lar. so i didnt. i know it's my fault too. and i know im saying all these because im just angry for this moment lar. i'll be alright soon i suppose.

today last day of sch alr. and yupp so many things happen during this 4 years at sch. be it happy or sad. that's when i got to know FLOWERS and many many other good friends. they've really made a big impact in my life. i cant imagine how i would be like without them. lol. and im gonna miss 4e3 alot alot alot. so much laughter and so much fun.

o lvl is coming. everybody is working hard and yet im slacking like nobody's business. i've got no motivations to study. keep got a feeling that i'll do badly for my o's. and that demoralised me so muchhhh =( i need motivations! and i hope i'll do alot better than my prelims.


you you you and you =D