had a good talk with my dad just now. he seems to know everything cus he can always analyse the situation for me and make me see the whole picture clearly. commitments can be such a burden sometimes.
as much as i want to trust, it's so difficult. need to overcome the insecurities i suppose.
BYE :)
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
♥ 10:26 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010
went tekong with my parents and my bro's gf today to send him off! i'm not gonna see him for 2 weeks and i feel so weird. cus i'm missing him now alrd ):
need to work tmr and it's so depressing. but i shall TRY to look forward to work!
need to work tmr and it's so depressing. but i shall TRY to look forward to work!
♥ 10:58 PM
love everything now and i really hope things will just stay the way it is :)
ok so my bro is going to be enlist tmr and honestly, i'm a little sad about it. but like what the rest said, every guys will have to go through this stage and he'll come out to be a man!
this is before he got his haircut and he forced me to take a photo with him!
need to rest now so bye! :))
ok so my bro is going to be enlist tmr and honestly, i'm a little sad about it. but like what the rest said, every guys will have to go through this stage and he'll come out to be a man!
this is before he got his haircut and he forced me to take a photo with him!
need to rest now so bye! :))
♥ 12:43 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
:) :) :) :) :)
today is really bad. i really dont know how i'm gonna survive all alone in IBM after my colleague leaves. i still dont know the procedures well and things always get really urgent and i've to settle it asap. tell me how to tahan for a year?
despite today being so bad so bad so bad, things actually got so much better at night :) celebrated my dad's birthday. we tried hiding and gave him a surprise and it's so freaking funny! anything after that was good too :)
okay, i need to sleep now. work tmr will be better and i'm meeting buddy for dinner tmr :)
today is really bad. i really dont know how i'm gonna survive all alone in IBM after my colleague leaves. i still dont know the procedures well and things always get really urgent and i've to settle it asap. tell me how to tahan for a year?
despite today being so bad so bad so bad, things actually got so much better at night :) celebrated my dad's birthday. we tried hiding and gave him a surprise and it's so freaking funny! anything after that was good too :)
okay, i need to sleep now. work tmr will be better and i'm meeting buddy for dinner tmr :)
♥ 11:04 PM
Monday, April 19, 2010
went to Tao's restaurant to celebrate my dad's birthday ytd! totally love the 6-course meal and i'm so gonna go back there and eat again! they got really nice food, be it appetizer, main course or desserts! i think my dad is really happy ytd :)
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work was so-so but i got so stressed up because my colleague is leaving soon and i'll be all alone doing all the things. maybe things arent as bad as i think la! positive positive :)
gonna stay positive about everything and i think life is really better when i decided not to care so much :)
"I dont think anyone knows how to successfully get over a person. You just wake up one day and you're over it, or you aren't."
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work was so-so but i got so stressed up because my colleague is leaving soon and i'll be all alone doing all the things. maybe things arent as bad as i think la! positive positive :)
gonna stay positive about everything and i think life is really better when i decided not to care so much :)
"I dont think anyone knows how to successfully get over a person. You just wake up one day and you're over it, or you aren't."
♥ 10:57 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
so.damn.tired
♥ 12:52 AM
Monday, April 12, 2010
I'm sorry I made you disappointed and worried again. Ive got no idea why I'm doing all these things. I feel like an idiot now for making you unhappy. I'm really sorry.
I've got seriously no mood for anything now. But I've got work tmr, how? This time round, I don't feel like talking about it anymore.
Things are not getting better, I'm so tired of every single thing. I need a drink now.
I've got seriously no mood for anything now. But I've got work tmr, how? This time round, I don't feel like talking about it anymore.
Things are not getting better, I'm so tired of every single thing. I need a drink now.
♥ 12:14 AM
Thursday, April 08, 2010
work has been quite alright till today where things got screwed up and i was all alone to settle it cus my colleague is on leave today. so it's just another bad day but i shall be glad that it's over alrd :) glad that i've got good colleagues around me to joke and bitch about people during lunch time!
contented with whatever that's happening now just that i got really tired of trying so hard so i think i'm done trying.
it's friday again tmr, yaaaay :D
contented with whatever that's happening now just that i got really tired of trying so hard so i think i'm done trying.
it's friday again tmr, yaaaay :D
♥ 9:02 PM
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