Okay so my exams ended!!! Such a torturous period of time, my parents have been so understanding all these while, all the chicken essence, ginseng and everything. Boyf was being really sweet by giving all the attention and everything that I need! He totally sacrifice his time just to teach me and accompany me! THANKS REDBULL TOO! Alright... I know I sounded like as if I just accomplished something big hahahaha.

So anywayyyy, to be frank, this wasn't my 100%. I know there's no one else to blame except for me myself and I. I was really, really, really sad and disappointed with myself but sigh, what else can I do now? It's time to think about my studies. I don't know if I should convert to part-time and pursue my career in the meantime. I really don't know if that's a good idea. Really in dilemma, I reeeaaaally need some good advices now!

I know my previous posts were so emo and everything but hmm, a lot of things happened. It's probably our worst obstacle so far. I don't wish to talk about it anymore but it was really quite a huge impact. It's not easy and it came across my mind that he promised me it's gonna be a better year this year. So when everything happened, I started asking myself how better can it get? No, I'm not doubting his promise, I'm still holding on to it. I believe everything happens for a reason. And yes, it brought us up to a whole new level. It really did. Probably I've to thanks to all the 'disasters' that happened, cus it made me learn so much from it. I don't know how long it'll take, it's gonna take quite some time but oh well, the rainbow!! Everything's just gonna get better :) :)

This looooooong holiday is such a good break for me! So many things I wanna do and I hope I'll spend it meaningfully! Life is wonderful when I'm surrounded by all my loved ones! :D