finally finally tues over. lessons still alright ytd except for the hcde part. was feeling really lost cus i got no idea how to do. got cds again. and we stayed back to do our report till around 8. then went dinner with desmondsim and friends at bedok. the guys can really eat alot man. shi jun drove us back after that.

short day today. but stayed back in sch to do my revit. thank god there's laixing there. many funny things happen and we laughed like hell. he helped me alooooooooot. really alot. i dont know what to do without him man. haha. went back hg with janice and laixing. then lunch/dinner with laixing. ate mac and we chatted for veryyyyyy long. formal presentation tmr. i hope everything goes well tmr. many many lucks to carson! pass your driving test and drive me out for supper soon!

it's freaking tiring when you tried so hard to be nice to ppl and what you got back was NTH. ppl just treat you like a nobody. be nice to you only when they needed sth from you. so much things happen recently. and i dont know how long i can hold on to. i dont know if anyone knows what im going through now. nobody teach me what i should do next. suddenly, i feel so tired of everything. im tired of putting a brave front infront of ppl. im tired of smiling when i dont feel like to. im tired of holding back my tears, im tired of acting happy...
and i really feel like giving up. i hope it's just pms. everything's gonna be over soon righttt? ):