no more pst. no more going home at 9pm on tues! yaaaay! :D finally finally tues is over. half of my stress gone. cus hcde lab test, esfac lab test and pst presentation all ended even though i screwed all of them but still, im really glad it's over! im just left with the maths test for this week. cny next week :D
knowing things that i shouldn't know. acting strong when i doesnt want to. it's so contradicting. wanting to know the truth so much. but you start asking yourself why do you have to know all these when you know the truth. and now, i hope i know nth. avoiding is what i do always. thinking that problems will just go away gradually. face it once and for all. saying it is always easier. doing it is another different thing. i dont know how to face it and i dont want to. hiding all the tears. there's so much behind this smile..