out to drink with jinna, jingxuan, desmond and clement at 12plus ytd. went to one of the pub in clarke quay where desmond's friends work there. drink, camwhored and was quite high at first but i started crying very badly. really very badly. was quite drunk.
i puked the moment i stepped out of the cab. omg. desmond accompany me to make sure i reached home safely. i forgot what time i reached home alr. lol. i hope this gonna be the first and last time i got myself so drunk. it seriously dont feel good to be drunk la. my head was so pain that i thought it's gonna explode. but still, i felt so much better after crying everything out.
i know i made ppl worried and stuffs. sorry laaaaa no more next time k. laixing says he's gonna burn double o if im going there this thurs. cus he says i've been drinking for the past 2 days. HAHA.
woke up at freaking 8am. cant slp well and i dont know why. bathed, online and off to meet lx. go ubi and we cant book our basic theory cus they only accept nets payment and we only got cash, aiya waste my time. going there again tmr. met dawn, wanning, xiangyu and kenneth after that. went home earlier cus was really tired.
i really dont know what's wrong. so troubled and yet i cant do anything. if it's really my fault, i really really really dont mind apologising.
