long and busy week. my life has been revolving around projects projects and still projects. we've been staying in sch till 8 just to rush our project.
i've got no time for my friends and family recently. and i realised it's really really REALLY difficult to juggle well between sch work, family and friends. so difficult to balance them. but thank god my family and friends are understanding enough. and im so touched receiving msges & calls to tell me not to be too stressed up and stuffs. i swear those msges & calls help (:
ytd was out to watch soccer with carson, lx and lg. so happy so happy spain won! but very sad because david villa's injured and he'll not be playing during the final.
just came back from rivervale mall. and i felt damn guilty cus i just ate filet-o-fish meal and it's upsized somemore. damn. but still, had fun chatting and i realised mengjing speaks like my dad. what he says really make sense. somehow, his words really enlightened me. and this guy is crazy over comics. he had like 400++ comics at home?!! imagine how much he had spent his money on comics.
okay many many things happened. and i cant help it but to agree that yes, some friends do come and go. like how long can a friend last?
so sad when friends around me got so depressed and yet i cant do anything to help them. i dont know why, but bad things just kept falling, not just on me, but on my friends too. when will the all bad things turn into good things?
Saturday, June 28, 2008
♥ 12:37 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
dinner was great with great people around :D
didnt join cx and people for movie. so sorry ah! anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!
hope you enjoyed! (:
didnt join cx and people for movie. so sorry ah! anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!
hope you enjoyed! (:
♥ 11:16 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
was very high and happy when spain won despite the fact that i still lost. decided to buy over 0.5 cus we were quite sure that any side will score since there's still 30mins. and obviously we lost. so everybody (lg, lx, carson and me) decided to bet spain for winning penalty shoot-out. both 50-50 chances la. so we were like shouting on the phone, damn nervous damn funny! so glad i managed to win back abit.
fabregas! he scored the deciding spot kick!
david villa!
okay so i didnt go to sch today. was feeling very unwell + damn weak when im on the bus and i was damn lost because there's nobody i know in the bus. asked laixing to meet me at the interchange in case i fainted and nobody knows. hahaha.
it's quite seldom that i'll tell my mum that im sick cus i dont feel the need to. but i was really very unwell that i decided to call my mum. my parents insisted to fetch me back so they rushed from their office to tampines. dad drove lx to sch and then back home. mum bought porridge for me and i got difficulty finishing just half a bowl la. ppl who know me well will know i hate to eat porridge but aiya no choice.
parents + bro sat around me to make sure i finished half of my porridge. they make sure i rest on my bed before going off to work again. and my mum's damn funny.
mum: eh why never open the windows. no wonder your sis got difficulty breathing la. not enough air.
me and my bro: HAHAHAHAHAHA.
so my appetite is still not back yet. couldnt even finish half the porridge. and i've only eaten one bowl of porridge the whole day, omg. almost vomitted out the medicine that i ate.
i think im really too stressed up alrd. i should stop stressing myself up.
anyway, im quite sick of people who only care about themselves alrd. and for this kinda people, you dont have to be nice to them.
okay bye!
♥ 10:07 PM
YAAAY!!! SPAIN WON THE PENALTY SHOOT-OUT!
IM SUPER DUPER DUPER HAPPY NOW! :D
IM SUPER DUPER DUPER HAPPY NOW! :D
♥ 5:24 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
croatia and turkey was a disappointing match. holland and russia's match was much more disappointing. both underdogs won. i was really pissed and sad when i was watching the match. no, im pissed not because i lost money. it's because the way they play. how can holland lost when they can easily beat france and italy. im not saying russia's very lousy, but they're just so not on form ytd la omg. they could have played better. i bet many ppl lost money because of holland.
this week is all underdogs. so i hope tonight's match wont disappoint me again! quarter-finals made me lost alot alrd.
projects almost killed me. and i spent hrs doing unnecessary things. how stupid. stressed like shit but there's 2 kind souls who're willing to help me without any complaints!
anyway, these few days were bad. very very bad. not sth pleasant so yah, dont bother to elaborate. lol.
my 2 best friends who helped without a single complaint.
that's what friends are for right :D
this week is all underdogs. so i hope tonight's match wont disappoint me again! quarter-finals made me lost alot alrd.
projects almost killed me. and i spent hrs doing unnecessary things. how stupid. stressed like shit but there's 2 kind souls who're willing to help me without any complaints!
anyway, these few days were bad. very very bad. not sth pleasant so yah, dont bother to elaborate. lol.
my 2 best friends who helped without a single complaint.
that's what friends are for right :D
♥ 11:34 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
i'm sad because i can't join the girls for late night movie tmr.
i'm sad because everything's not going right way.
i'm sad because i still got uncompleted projects.
i'm sad because holidays are ending soon.
call me a loser or weakling or whatever you can think of.
things get better when i had dinner with carson, lx and lg. i know i complain alot, but sorry la, cant help it. lol. and i forced them to listen to my jokes which i think are god damn funny but they think it's not funny at all. i think im under the influence of xavier. normally im not that crappy one, really.
and CARSON CAI, MAKE YOUR HOLIDAYS FREE BECAUSE IM DATING YOU NOW NOW NOW! it's very advance alrd k, so dont tell me you're meeting whoever huh. im more important than you-know-what *wink wink* it's been a long time since you drive me out la! tsk.
qns: why did the lightning strike the trees?
ans: because the trees "sway"
not funny meh?!!
okay enough of rantings, i shall get back to my projects now. bye!
i'm sad because everything's not going right way.
i'm sad because i still got uncompleted projects.
i'm sad because holidays are ending soon.
call me a loser or weakling or whatever you can think of.
things get better when i had dinner with carson, lx and lg. i know i complain alot, but sorry la, cant help it. lol. and i forced them to listen to my jokes which i think are god damn funny but they think it's not funny at all. i think im under the influence of xavier. normally im not that crappy one, really.
and CARSON CAI, MAKE YOUR HOLIDAYS FREE BECAUSE IM DATING YOU NOW NOW NOW! it's very advance alrd k, so dont tell me you're meeting whoever huh. im more important than you-know-what *wink wink* it's been a long time since you drive me out la! tsk.
qns: why did the lightning strike the trees?
ans: because the trees "sway"
not funny meh?!!
okay enough of rantings, i shall get back to my projects now. bye!
♥ 11:59 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
overslept and didnt go for breakfast with the girls. damn sorry! lol. woke up and saw alot of phone calls and msges. was late for project too.
project today at dawn's house was quite productive. at least we did something. i'm not going to sing k with caixing and people tmr alrd cus there's still alot of things not done yet.
was so pek chek that i really felt like scolding all the vulgarities out. !@#*^!@^&
at that point of time, i really hope that you were there, to make me smile. and yet you chose to make things worst. how much do i mean to you? damn.
project today at dawn's house was quite productive. at least we did something. i'm not going to sing k with caixing and people tmr alrd cus there's still alot of things not done yet.
was so pek chek that i really felt like scolding all the vulgarities out. !@#*^!@^&
at that point of time, i really hope that you were there, to make me smile. and yet you chose to make things worst. how much do i mean to you? damn.
♥ 11:01 PM
i realised i freaking cannot handle stress. im so so SO stressed up over projects because there's so many things that we need to do and so little time. and i freaking dont know what to do. damn.
i know im a loser to even think of quitting sch.
damn everything.
i think this song is cute!
meeting the girls for breakfast tmr and then to dawn's house for project!
ok off to watch soccer alrd $_$
i know im a loser to even think of quitting sch.
damn everything.
i think this song is cute!
meeting the girls for breakfast tmr and then to dawn's house for project!
ok off to watch soccer alrd $_$
♥ 2:39 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
how true is the 'what comes around goes around'?
E2max chamber with lx and lg. watched hills have eyes 2. damn gross omg. screamed and had fun!
doing space planning tmr. hopefully we can finish everything!
why why why why why?
idk idk idk idk idk idk!
damn.
E2max chamber with lx and lg. watched hills have eyes 2. damn gross omg. screamed and had fun!
doing space planning tmr. hopefully we can finish everything!
why why why why why?
idk idk idk idk idk idk!
damn.
♥ 11:59 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
thurs:
lunch at hk cafe, movie, wii, sky of love with eileen, janice, mabel and lileen. enjoyed and had lots of fun! didnt ton at mabel's house cus i've got camp the next day, damn sad.
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fri:
didn't go for the camp due to some reasons. at night was out to watch euro with jason ang, laixing and jason goh. very disappointing cus italy draw. very exciting cus holland played well. lost but it's okay cus holland played really well! breakfast and caixing joined. damn tired cus we didnt slp for the whole night. lol.
today:
out with family to celebrate father's day. it's been a really long time since we sit down together and eat alr. i hope my dad's happy today. love him so very much because he never fails to make me laugh by doing really stupid things. and he always do stupid things with us together. he's a childish dad but i still love him! (:
i freaking sprain my neck and it's damn pain now. so pain that i almost cried. so pain that i've to keep tilting my neck to the right. pray hard that it recovers tmr.
my bro's teacher just passed away. he's very sad and i cant do anything.
you were NEVER there.
lunch at hk cafe, movie, wii, sky of love with eileen, janice, mabel and lileen. enjoyed and had lots of fun! didnt ton at mabel's house cus i've got camp the next day, damn sad.
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fri:
didn't go for the camp due to some reasons. at night was out to watch euro with jason ang, laixing and jason goh. very disappointing cus italy draw. very exciting cus holland played well. lost but it's okay cus holland played really well! breakfast and caixing joined. damn tired cus we didnt slp for the whole night. lol.
today:
out with family to celebrate father's day. it's been a really long time since we sit down together and eat alr. i hope my dad's happy today. love him so very much because he never fails to make me laugh by doing really stupid things. and he always do stupid things with us together. he's a childish dad but i still love him! (:
i freaking sprain my neck and it's damn pain now. so pain that i almost cried. so pain that i've to keep tilting my neck to the right. pray hard that it recovers tmr.
my bro's teacher just passed away. he's very sad and i cant do anything.
you were NEVER there.
♥ 11:59 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
went to watch soccer and reach home at only 5plus. so sad because italy lost and france draw. i thought i can at least win the france match but damn sad. lol.
last 2 days was working with lg and lx. after working on sun was mahjong at jason goh's house. and he drove us home after that. he's damn cool. because he spent like only few minutes to drive from his house to mine.
im too tired to do anything. too tired to say anything. too tired to explain. too tired to feel sad. too tired to feel disappointed. too tired to cry. too tired to _____.
i dont wanna care too much. but it's bothering me, seriously.
so what if im sad. so what if i cry like hell. who's gonna know all these. who's gonna be there? WHO?
im trying to cherish but nobody knows.
damn it.
okay im going out now, bye!
last 2 days was working with lg and lx. after working on sun was mahjong at jason goh's house. and he drove us home after that. he's damn cool. because he spent like only few minutes to drive from his house to mine.
im too tired to do anything. too tired to say anything. too tired to explain. too tired to feel sad. too tired to feel disappointed. too tired to cry. too tired to _____.
i dont wanna care too much. but it's bothering me, seriously.
so what if im sad. so what if i cry like hell. who's gonna know all these. who's gonna be there? WHO?
im trying to cherish but nobody knows.
damn it.
okay im going out now, bye!
♥ 4:29 PM
Saturday, June 07, 2008
term tests over! security today was alright except for the mcq part, damn buang. i make very stupid mistakes and i think i got no common sense. lol.
went rivervale mall to eat after my test and then to xavier's house to slack/watch tv/play mahjong. went clarke quay to meet carson. have our dinner and we went for our G-Max Reverse Bungy Jumping and GX-5 Swing. been waiting for this day for very long alr.
xavier and carson went first, me and lx went second for the G-Max Bungy. i screamed VERY loud from the start to the end like some mad ppl. and they say most of the people there were laughing hard at me especially when i shouted "i dont want to play alr". oh my freaking god. i swear it's damn scary. it's so high and i dont really dare to see what's really happening when i was thrown upwards. and pls, the height is like 60m and the speed is like 200kph?!! when the thing goes up and down and up and down, i dont even know if my head faces downwards or what.
when i came down, i can see those people looking and laughing at me. there's still this ang moh who says " where is that girl uh?". and when he saw me, he told me "you're famous, hahaha". damn it damn it. i really felt like digging a hole and hide inside la. xavier says it's very embarassing so he's like telling people im not his friend. TSK.
after that we went for the other ride, GX-5 Swing. wasn't really scared at first when xavier kept saying it's very scary. i thought it was just sth like a pirate ship just that it's abit higher. BUT HELL NO. that guy call carson a scaredy boy, damn funny. and he's the "pilot" for that ride, cus when we reach the highest point, we need someone to push the gear.
the position and the view that we see is SUPER SCARY. go and try and you'll know what i mean by super scary, no joke. lol. it's a free fall when we're going down and all sorts of languages came out from their mouths. i just grab on carson's hand cus there's nth for you to grab, very funny and scary.
jason says that there's one japanese couple who were very shocked when they heard them scolding vulgar. LOL. and when we came down from our ride, there's this few of ppl who work there and say "oh so you're that girl who scream all the way for the bungy uh". i smiled at them then walked off quickly. super embarassing. i really dont know how to describe the feelings when you're sitting on the rides. our minds pratically just went blank and we couldn't think of anything. the speed is sooooo fast.
im still not fully recovered yet. but it's such a good experience. i think im braver now. hahahaha. okay long post. i shall post those photos tmr! had fun today :D
went rivervale mall to eat after my test and then to xavier's house to slack/watch tv/play mahjong. went clarke quay to meet carson. have our dinner and we went for our G-Max Reverse Bungy Jumping and GX-5 Swing. been waiting for this day for very long alr.
xavier and carson went first, me and lx went second for the G-Max Bungy. i screamed VERY loud from the start to the end like some mad ppl. and they say most of the people there were laughing hard at me especially when i shouted "i dont want to play alr". oh my freaking god. i swear it's damn scary. it's so high and i dont really dare to see what's really happening when i was thrown upwards. and pls, the height is like 60m and the speed is like 200kph?!! when the thing goes up and down and up and down, i dont even know if my head faces downwards or what.
when i came down, i can see those people looking and laughing at me. there's still this ang moh who says " where is that girl uh?". and when he saw me, he told me "you're famous, hahaha". damn it damn it. i really felt like digging a hole and hide inside la. xavier says it's very embarassing so he's like telling people im not his friend. TSK.
after that we went for the other ride, GX-5 Swing. wasn't really scared at first when xavier kept saying it's very scary. i thought it was just sth like a pirate ship just that it's abit higher. BUT HELL NO. that guy call carson a scaredy boy, damn funny. and he's the "pilot" for that ride, cus when we reach the highest point, we need someone to push the gear.
the position and the view that we see is SUPER SCARY. go and try and you'll know what i mean by super scary, no joke. lol. it's a free fall when we're going down and all sorts of languages came out from their mouths. i just grab on carson's hand cus there's nth for you to grab, very funny and scary.
jason says that there's one japanese couple who were very shocked when they heard them scolding vulgar. LOL. and when we came down from our ride, there's this few of ppl who work there and say "oh so you're that girl who scream all the way for the bungy uh". i smiled at them then walked off quickly. super embarassing. i really dont know how to describe the feelings when you're sitting on the rides. our minds pratically just went blank and we couldn't think of anything. the speed is sooooo fast.
im still not fully recovered yet. but it's such a good experience. i think im braver now. hahahaha. okay long post. i shall post those photos tmr! had fun today :D
♥ 12:32 AM
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