my brain had got nth better to do ytd and so, it decided to think about many useless stuffs. suddenly, i think it's really scary to fall in love. i wont deny that happiness is what we'll get. but what about the quarrels, freedom, process of breaking up or the process of forgetting?

********************************************************
oh, and to YOU. you're seriously one bloody bitch that i really hated to the core. i swear i've never ever hated someone to this extent before. i dont fucking care if you go round telling people how pitiful you are. you can continue acting like one innocent party. you can find many excuses for yourself to make it look like it's not your fault. i wont care either. trying to make use of people to gain benefits? bloody hell. and i remembered clearly how fucking helpless i was during hcde project and you just didnt want to help me. you told me you dont know how to do and yet you can create furnitures out? nice one la girl. please dont forget that we're in the SAME team. i still remembered how i struggled when i do my fslm project when you practically did nth. you still got the gut to tell people like as if you're not at fault? wtf wtf.

i used to ask myself if the problem lies on me because i know no one is perfect. until friends around me scolded me and told me how stupid i am. i always thought such scheming people like you only exist in drama. you can even create many stories out to lie people. hey come on la, you think we're stupid or what? why not ask yourself why so many people out there hated you so much? and to think you can think that you're the main focus, my god. we dont even bother to read your blog and talk about you. i might sound harsh and sarcastic over here. but look who's the one doing all the bad things? what the fuck. do some soul searching pls.

i used to believe every single thing people told me. because i find no reason for them to lie to me. but now, i've got to think through many times before i believe them. it's really very scary to know how this world looks like. i've always believe in "what comes around, goes around". yah yah, sounds so childish so secondary sch. but you wont know how fucking pissed off i am now.

********************************************************

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY XAVIER!