being forced to see doctor and wah lao exp + yucky medicine. it's always my sensitive nose. and i cant do anything because my whole family got sensitive nose.
so didnt go to sch today. hopefully my cough will leave me next week because i've got presentation next wed.
many projects to be done and i think i'll be really busy next week.
ok that's all byebye!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
♥ 10:10 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
cny wasnt as fun as previous years. but still, i love cny! $_$
cny eve:
reunion dinner with my family and relatives. as usual, crapped and had fun eating! ate alot and was damn full. after that was watching tv and still watching. went off earlier cus sihao's family didnt go and the adults were tired also. went to find janice and then slack around.
first day:
went over to my mother's side and as usual, my bro's height is still the hot topic. everybody never fail to ask why is my brother so tall. hahaha.
after that was my dad's side. met my cousins and then start crapping around. me and sihao were itching for some mahjong but then aiyaaaa we didnt get to play. so i ate and ate and ate. and i know after this cny my weight will go up up UP.
i realised my cousins are all so tall. for the first time, i felt so short leh!
second day:
watched "Love Matters" with my family. i think it's very funny and hui ge is the best. i see his expression only i wanna laugh. ate subway then went over to ivan's house with janice and alex for mahjong, blackjack, in between and daidee.
eh please, im not short. it's because he's way too tall. and dont come and tell me he looks like me. hahaha.
no mood for sch. and shawn kept psycho me to skip sch. what a bad friend.
K BYE!
♥ 9:43 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
went rivervale mall to find jingxuan and gave her a little surprise celebration!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEN TUCK & JINGXUAN!
♥ 10:33 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
like finally we're done with fmf and attraction management project. attraction management was a little screwed up that we have to skip our bcm to print our stuffs. and we met some childish freaks that make things even more screwed up. damn.
2. i finally got my superman ear studs
yeah wo shi superman!
but then, yt's chalet made everything better! mingxiang was damn drunk and he actually puked the whole toilet. ivan and the rest kept laughing at him, damn bad. but ivan and kangjie were so nice so nice, they actually helped to clean up the mess! like seriously, very man lehhhh when the rest of us just get out of the room.
and lileen! please cheer up because you know that we're always always always here for you! :)
was very very very tired because i didnt slp for the whole night. went home after manicure to sleeeeeep.
i dont know why, but i always made myself think so much. as usual, promises are meant to be broken. that's why i always told myself not to take it too seriously. but then, i always ended up trusting those promises and ended up feeling so sad so depressed so disappointed. why like that?
k anyway, i shall be happy because...
1. i pass my ftt! :D
2. i finally got my superman ear studs
yeah wo shi superman!
♥ 11:04 PM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
world issue wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. consultation was not too bad either :D
went home with ivy and she was telling me she went to pluck her wisdom tooth. die la im really very worried about my wisdom tooth. and she told me i should go and pluck if not it might cause infection then i'll get fever blah blah. AIYA HOW. i really really really cannot stand the pain. and she told me it took like 12hrs for the numbness to go away!
i've got FTT tmr. i really hope i can pass! yt's chalet tmr!
k that's all bye!
why am i so weak. why why why ):
went home with ivy and she was telling me she went to pluck her wisdom tooth. die la im really very worried about my wisdom tooth. and she told me i should go and pluck if not it might cause infection then i'll get fever blah blah. AIYA HOW. i really really really cannot stand the pain. and she told me it took like 12hrs for the numbness to go away!
i've got FTT tmr. i really hope i can pass! yt's chalet tmr!
k that's all bye!
why am i so weak. why why why ):
♥ 10:40 PM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
everything's so screwed up now !#$%^&*
♥ 10:52 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
shopping at vivo ytd with shirley, peixian and her sis! laugh like mad over 'hooishes'. managed to buy another set of clothes. was really tired. and the world is damn small because i bumped into eileen when i reached vivo and i bumped to lileen after that when im going back to hg.
went out with my parents today and i managed to buy my heels. im left with a bag and im done. but no time to buy alrd leh how!
i got myself really really stress just now. because there's too many too many things going on this week. too many things that im not excited about cny anymore. im forever like that. giving myself unnecessary stress.
ok i shall continue my project alrd. BYE!
Thats The Way It Is - Celine Dion
When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
where is lion
went out with my parents today and i managed to buy my heels. im left with a bag and im done. but no time to buy alrd leh how!
i got myself really really stress just now. because there's too many too many things going on this week. too many things that im not excited about cny anymore. im forever like that. giving myself unnecessary stress.
ok i shall continue my project alrd. BYE!
Thats The Way It Is - Celine Dion
When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is
where is lion
♥ 9:36 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
shopped for the whole day today. superrr tiring but very happy because i managed to buy sth. shopping again tmr at vivo and hopefully i'll be able to get everything that i need to get.
THE VERY NICE BROWNIE.
it feels good to talk to them. we can always talk about many many things. from school to family to friends to personal. and i never fail to laugh my heart out with them around. and of cus, not forgetting jingxuan :)
THE VERY NICE BROWNIE.
:)
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR BTT TMR XLFF :)
♥ 11:05 PM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
finally met up with carson and we went suki sushi for dinner. and yaaaay im meeting him for fish spa next friday! cant wait cant wait :D
he made me feel so touched leh! was online shopping and i couldnt decide which ear studs i should buy. he told me to buy all and he'll pay for me as my bday present. wah laoooo you almost made me cry ok, lol!
so tired and it's 8am lesson again tmr! ok gdbye!
i miss lion.
he made me feel so touched leh! was online shopping and i couldnt decide which ear studs i should buy. he told me to buy all and he'll pay for me as my bday present. wah laoooo you almost made me cry ok, lol!
so tired and it's 8am lesson again tmr! ok gdbye!
i miss lion.
♥ 10:45 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
im more than satisfied with my world issue test results! :D but then both the quizzes were quite badly done i guess.
today was good because we managed to skip cds! im so stress so stress because i've got like 5/6 projects in hand. 3 projects need to be handed in next week. and i've got FTT next week. everything falls on next week. tskkk.
i got a good time laughing on the bus with xlff. we laughed all the way from tampines interchange to hg interchange, damn power. i think the people opposite us must have felt irritated.
the weather these few days were so cooling, i like!
k nth else so bye!
today was good because we managed to skip cds! im so stress so stress because i've got like 5/6 projects in hand. 3 projects need to be handed in next week. and i've got FTT next week. everything falls on next week. tskkk.
i got a good time laughing on the bus with xlff. we laughed all the way from tampines interchange to hg interchange, damn power. i think the people opposite us must have felt irritated.
the weather these few days were so cooling, i like!
k nth else so bye!
♥ 10:03 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
haiyaaaa we travel all the way to jurong and realise that science center is not open on monday. JURONG LEH. wasted like so many hours. so in order not to waste the trip there, we took photos hoping that it'll be useful to our report, lol.
ate and slacked at hg mall mac. talked about many many things. i love them many many many!
she's my very very nice mama. but she's always kena bullied by shirley. tsk.
ate and slacked at hg mall mac. talked about many many things. i love them many many many!
she's my very very nice mama. but she's always kena bullied by shirley. tsk.
♥ 8:01 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
say Y A Y because tmr's tutorial is cancelled and i dont have to go to sch! :D and we're going down to science centre again for our report.
that's the positive part.
say B O O because cough and flu virus and sore throat came to find me and i think they're gonna be my friends for awhile.
pls let me recover soon. i dont want to be sick during cny.
k that's all bye!
Mandy Moore --Walk Me Home.wma - Mandy Moore
Walk me home
I don't wanna go all the way alone
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand
Come with me now to a special land
Baby would you walk with me home
3 A.M.
You're on my mind once again
I must have been dreaming
Thought I felt your heartbeat just then
And I wonder how it would be
If I was your lady
And you were my friend
I would put my heart in your hands and it would never end
CHORUS
Baby would you walk with me home (walk me home)
I don't wanna go all the way alone (all alone)
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand (take my hand)
Come with me now to a special land (ohh)
Baby won't you walk with me home
Ohh
La la la la la la
I hold your picture
Next to my heart all the time
Ohh yeah baby
You're my dream come true
So glad you're mine
Then I wonder how it would be
If I was your lady
And you were my friend
I would put my heart in your hands
And it would never end
CHORUS
Everyday and night I wanna hold you
Understand I am going to love you
In my own special way (in my own special way)
CHORUS x2
Ohh
Won't you walk with me home?
that's the positive part.
say B O O because cough and flu virus and sore throat came to find me and i think they're gonna be my friends for awhile.
pls let me recover soon. i dont want to be sick during cny.
k that's all bye!
Mandy Moore --Walk Me Home.wma - Mandy Moore
Walk me home
I don't wanna go all the way alone
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand
Come with me now to a special land
Baby would you walk with me home
3 A.M.
You're on my mind once again
I must have been dreaming
Thought I felt your heartbeat just then
And I wonder how it would be
If I was your lady
And you were my friend
I would put my heart in your hands and it would never end
CHORUS
Baby would you walk with me home (walk me home)
I don't wanna go all the way alone (all alone)
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand (take my hand)
Come with me now to a special land (ohh)
Baby won't you walk with me home
Ohh
La la la la la la
I hold your picture
Next to my heart all the time
Ohh yeah baby
You're my dream come true
So glad you're mine
Then I wonder how it would be
If I was your lady
And you were my friend
I would put my heart in your hands
And it would never end
CHORUS
Everyday and night I wanna hold you
Understand I am going to love you
In my own special way (in my own special way)
CHORUS x2
Ohh
Won't you walk with me home?
♥ 10:16 PM
Friday, January 09, 2009
I FINALLY WATCHED PONYO WITH PX AND SHIRLEY! :D i was so sad because nobody's willing to watch with me. and almost everybody gave me a weird look when i told them i want to watch. they asked me not to waste my money on such movie. EH nice leh!
these few days were goody goody good good with nice people around me :)
OK BYEEE!
♥ 10:33 PM
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
i thought i'll be able to hide it real well till recently, i realised i failed terribly. really thanks for the people who were there. it's just the little things around you that you'll know who's gonna be there for you :)
like finally it's thurs tmr! im always thinking of excuses for me to skip wed. THAT'S BAD LAA HOW. and something to be happier about, i can skip next wed's cds because i got SIP talk! EH, not excuses k, i really got the talk. *smile widely*
im so so tired now. i think i'm gonna sleep soon and i've not even studied a single thing for tmr's attraction management test. good luck to me manzxs.
"talk to my hand" says shirley. anyway, this was meant for jx's bf.
oh yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXXX!
ok im going to sleep now so byeee!
♥ 9:40 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
because im very pessimistic, that's why im always thinking about the bad things first before i think about the good things.
because i cant control my tears from flowing, that's why it flows non stop.
because i mind alot how people think of me, that's why i made myself so miserable.
because very very minor things can affect me alot, that's why i cried like shit.
because im thinking of the impossible, that's why i forced myself to hold back.
because i cant afford to lose anybody, that's why im trying my best to please everyone.
if this is pms, it's the worst pms ever.
to make it worst, my grandmother was hospitalised. i saw how she forced herself to swallow the pills. how?
i thought family members are all supposed to be nice to each other because we are all one family? but... why is she like that? if she isn't my relative, i swear im gonna give her one tight slap and ask her to shut the fuck up. i might sound like some spoilt brat who's being bloody rude. but who's the one being mean.
i've heard too many times how she bloody treats my grandmother. i've seen too many times how she pretends to be nice to my grandmother when we are around and how she causes troubles to my grandmother when we arent around. please dont bloody make it looks like all of us owe you a living. we dont owe you a single thing.
i know im whining again. i'm _________.
i cant cheer up. nothing makes me happy now. nothing.
♥ 9:29 PM
ytd:
my xlff!
after school was haji lane with the girls. and wow amazingly, we didnt lost our way there. then was bras basar to get jx's stuff. was really really really very tired that we just slept throughout the journey back.
my xlff!
today:
met sihao and lg to tampines safra to get their things done. then cabbed down to chinatown BQ Korean to meet the rest to eat cus lx's enlisting soon. xavier never change, still as crappy as ever. i dont know what event is it today but i saw fireworks! i think it's chinatown official opening or what? lol.
sihao's house for mahjong and this time I WON, lol! so pls dont always say im santa claus or cai shen ye k. chickennnn. my luck is back hor. hahaha.
ok shall continue my Gem of Life alrd, im at episode 40 now :D BYE!
STOP THINKING. it's not getting me anywhere. stop it stop it stop it.
♥ 1:17 AM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
my last day of 2008 was very well spent. went over to ivan's house at night with eileen, janice, lileen, alex, kaming, mingxiang, yongjian, yuentuck. then was blackjack, countdown, finger guessing, cordon bleu, baileys, chats about many many things! really enjoyed myself and ivan was a really good host!
i love the little talks that we had. the guys never fail to make us laugh. and so, the first day of 2009 is full of laughters too :D i know, 2009 will be a much better year!
i love the little talks that we had. the guys never fail to make us laugh. and so, the first day of 2009 is full of laughters too :D i know, 2009 will be a much better year!
♥ 10:51 PM
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