ytd was mahjong at lg's house, Terminator at Ehub and supper at 401. some of us couldnt really understand the whole movie but still, i think it's really very very exciting!
today was k session with family and then dinner at chomp chomp! love my family more than anything else. laughed like crazy inside the room!
really very lazy to upload any photos now, so i'll upload them sooooon. bye.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
♥ 10:28 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
this time round, it hurts. it really really hurts. so deep that i really felt that im so useless so dumb. im really trying very hard to. but how? for the first time after so long, im really very lost. so freaking lost. why does it hurt so much? whyyyyy?
maybe this is retribution. but what did i do to deserve this? or is it because im a very lousy person? i'm not sure what else can i still do. but im quite sure that i'll never be this serious again, never.
i really need to keep myself busy now. movie, shopping, eating, working and whatever. as long as it can occupy my whole mind.
there's really nothing to cheer me up now. nothing at all. but trust me, i'll be back with the usual xiaowei and laughing at the slightest thing :)
im sorry, because i lied when i said im okay.
maybe this is retribution. but what did i do to deserve this? or is it because im a very lousy person? i'm not sure what else can i still do. but im quite sure that i'll never be this serious again, never.
i really need to keep myself busy now. movie, shopping, eating, working and whatever. as long as it can occupy my whole mind.
there's really nothing to cheer me up now. nothing at all. but trust me, i'll be back with the usual xiaowei and laughing at the slightest thing :)
im sorry, because i lied when i said im okay.
♥ 6:52 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009
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k that's all bye.
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k that's all bye.
♥ 8:49 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
my dad got his new car today and i sat on his new car :D
but now he confirm guarantee plus chop wont let me drive his car when i got my license alrd ):
going to school to meet the lecturer for meeting. i can choose not to go to the office tmr. but being a very responsible intern, im still going to the office for half day tmr :)
ok that's all bye! :D
but now he confirm guarantee plus chop wont let me drive his car when i got my license alrd ):
going to school to meet the lecturer for meeting. i can choose not to go to the office tmr. but being a very responsible intern, im still going to the office for half day tmr :)
ok that's all bye! :D
♥ 9:28 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
fri:
carson spent 20mins on the phone talking to me and trying to boost my confidence level. but still, i failed.
very sian. i know i know it's just a driving test and i can retake. but i really dont know how to describe that kind of feeling. and maybe it's cus i wanted to impress you, that's why it's affecting me much more than it should be.
i failed at the station im most confident at. really bullshit cus i strike kerb twice and it's the first station. but what to do what to do what to do. my instructor was shocked when i told him i failed. i think this gonna stay inside my head for quite a long time. cus i still cant get over the fact that i failed ):
still, thanks to those people there were there for me. met shirley and peixian for supper at chomp chomp and they made me happier :)
sat:
swimming with peixian and shirley. then to sihao's house then dinner then carson's house to watch man u VS arsenal match. i was a man u fan for one day ytd. and yay they're the champion alrd! there's only 4 man u fan ytd and the rest of the 6 people were hoping that arsenal will win :/
watched midnight movie after that. angels and demons was quite okay but im really very tired that i fell asleep at some parts, lol.
today:
mahjong at sihao's house. and then dinner at ajisen! laughed like crazy. and aiyaa it's monday again tmr. monday bluesssss ):
k, it's time to remind myself that it's ok it's ok it's really really ok. bye!
carson spent 20mins on the phone talking to me and trying to boost my confidence level. but still, i failed.
very sian. i know i know it's just a driving test and i can retake. but i really dont know how to describe that kind of feeling. and maybe it's cus i wanted to impress you, that's why it's affecting me much more than it should be.
i failed at the station im most confident at. really bullshit cus i strike kerb twice and it's the first station. but what to do what to do what to do. my instructor was shocked when i told him i failed. i think this gonna stay inside my head for quite a long time. cus i still cant get over the fact that i failed ):
still, thanks to those people there were there for me. met shirley and peixian for supper at chomp chomp and they made me happier :)
sat:
swimming with peixian and shirley. then to sihao's house then dinner then carson's house to watch man u VS arsenal match. i was a man u fan for one day ytd. and yay they're the champion alrd! there's only 4 man u fan ytd and the rest of the 6 people were hoping that arsenal will win :/
watched midnight movie after that. angels and demons was quite okay but im really very tired that i fell asleep at some parts, lol.
today:
mahjong at sihao's house. and then dinner at ajisen! laughed like crazy. and aiyaa it's monday again tmr. monday bluesssss ):
k, it's time to remind myself that it's ok it's ok it's really really ok. bye!
♥ 9:17 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
time flies time flies. tp tmr and my confidence level is not getting any higher. i realised my sense of direction is so bad that i mix up left and right omg. my mum was so afraid that i'll pressure myself too much and she kept telling me it's really okay if i fail. my dad kept telling me im fine and i will pass.
this is shit manzxs seriously. i need to boost up my confidence level because carson kept telling me i'll lose this battle if i continue to have this mentality. ok so i need to be confident. at least act confident for that 20mins! i cant be nervous i cant i cant!
k good luck to me, bye!
this is shit manzxs seriously. i need to boost up my confidence level because carson kept telling me i'll lose this battle if i continue to have this mentality. ok so i need to be confident. at least act confident for that 20mins! i cant be nervous i cant i cant!
k good luck to me, bye!
♥ 10:51 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
these few days were err not too bad i would say.
i played this!!!!
fri:
my colleagues brought me out to harbour front centre's dragongate restaurant to eat dim sum buffet during lunch :)
went for selegie beancurd with peixian and shirley for supper. finally i get to eat!!! :D love them many many but i wont be seeing them often now ):
oh i saw somebody that looks really really really really like yongsheng! like seriously very alike leh! damn scary and i almost go infront and whack him. im glad i didnt. but i stare really hard at that person for a really long time. lol!
sat:
lunch at compass with laixing. then xavier's house for mahjong. after that amk hub for dinner and while waiting for xavier and shihui to reach....
i played this!!!!
my new toys!
k, so we arcade for awhile too. went nebo cafe to eat when xavier and shihui reached. then was Ramen Girl! quite a nice movie. very funny at some parts that i couldnt stop laughing, lol.
sun:
i dont know if it's too early or what. but driving lesson was rather bad. cus i turn left when my instructor repeated alot of times to me to turn right omg.
it's mother's day!! didnt went to celebrate cus my dad was out. but still, had dinner together with my mum and i love my her hell lots for being so tolerant for my bad attitudes at times and many things that she had done for me :D
i hope im just thinking too much and it's not what i imagined it to be. pls, dont let it be true.
♥ 8:08 PM
Thursday, May 07, 2009
i dont know why, but im quite sure i want to be a engineer. especially after this attachment. like, it's really so interesting to see how a building is being built up. i was telling peixian and shirley this ytd and they gave me a what-the-hell-why-must-i-be-interested kinda looks. lol.
i guess im starting to love this working environment with really nice colleagues over there and i dont think there'll be any politics. hopefully i'll enjoy the whole of this attachment!
so finally it's friday tmr! so happy so happy so happy :D
i guess im starting to love this working environment with really nice colleagues over there and i dont think there'll be any politics. hopefully i'll enjoy the whole of this attachment!
so finally it's friday tmr! so happy so happy so happy :D
♥ 9:20 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
today was really slack because there's nth for me to do. almost fell asleep. but im really happy because ________ :D :D :D if ever everyday is like that, i think i'll enjoy the whole of my attachment, lol.
ytd.... was so bad.
ytd.... was so bad.
♥ 8:56 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
fri:
my BFF, carson!
lovey dovey!
mahjong at des ong's house and late dinner at chomp chomp! everything was good :)
sat:
it's BFF's 21st bday! went swimming in the morning with shirley. and then met yiwei and friends to go over to carson's celebration! i think he really enjoyed himself alot and he was a really good host. can see that he's trying to make the effort to talk to everybody that was there! did some catch up with shihui too!
and i know carson will like the present and the card that i made! rightttttt?! :)
anyway, drank and was a little drunk but my mind is still very clear kkk even tough my face was really red! supper with the big grp after that. seee, i still remember what happened. hahahaha.
my BFF, carson!
lovey dovey!
he was alrd abit drunk before this. and after this cup down, he cant even cut the cake, hahaha!
sunday:
family day today. stayed at home and then went out for dinner with family! very sian, weekends over just like that. it's monday tmr again. monday blues ):
♥ 7:56 PM
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