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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
this time round, it hurts. it really really hurts. so deep that i really felt that im so useless so dumb. im really trying very hard to. but how? for the first time after so long, im really very lost. so freaking lost. why does it hurt so much? whyyyyy?

maybe this is retribution. but what did i do to deserve this? or is it because im a very lousy person? i'm not sure what else can i still do. but im quite sure that i'll never be this serious again, never.

i really need to keep myself busy now. movie, shopping, eating, working and whatever. as long as it can occupy my whole mind.

there's really nothing to cheer me up now. nothing at all. but trust me, i'll be back with the usual xiaowei and laughing at the slightest thing :)

im sorry, because i lied when i said im okay.


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