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Sunday, March 28, 2010
bintan:


















lazy to post all the photos that we took at bintan cus it's aloooot. i miss bintan! and i really want another holiday!

shawn's 22th:

went yuki yaki!













leonard's 22th:

went fish&co and then some of them went to play mahjong while some of us went to drink after that! talking about this, i thought i was so sway to kena 3 forfeits till i realised they set up on me, grr! made me so embarrassed that i felt like banging the wall la! and it's not my birthday so i dont understand why they want me to be drunk! lol.




















this game is very fun! played 3 times and ongkia actually lost 3 times!






green dragon! matthew said it's 70% alcohol and the smell was really strong that i dont even feel like trying it, haha!






started my full-time job and so far so good. got really nice colleagues and they never fail to make me laugh! i dont know if i can hang on to this job for a year, but i'll try!

i'm so tired, maybe i should just stop thinking for one day. it just affects me too much. i dont know what to say now.

ok need to sleep now, my cousin's wedding tmr and im so excited :D

bye!


12:46 AM

Monday, March 22, 2010
this is when i realised how understanding my parents really are. my dad is so understanding that he can actually accept this bad habit of mine. he knew about it but he didnt want to force me to say. he wasnt even a little angry about it, he can still smile to me and told me it's alright. this is the first time after so long that i actually cried so badly infront of them.

i made them really worried i guess. but i felt so much better after telling them. and their hugs meant so much to me at this point of time.

and seriously, i love my family big time. for being so supportive of me, for being so understanding, for being always always there for me.


9:48 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2010
i realised how stupid i am, i'm really so tired now. i dont know what to do, it's really not okay to be telling myself everything will be fine when it's not. the heart-to-heart talk with you made me even confused now. and i've got zero courage to ask you what i wanna ask you. perhaps i just need more time.

and yes, you hurt me real bad :(


10:20 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010
up your service course is so boring. it'll be the last day tmr and i guess it'll be another round of playing tic-tac-to/bingo/itouch/hangman!

i'm so tired and i need to rest soon! goodnight :))


10:24 PM

so happy now cus my camera is back from the hospital! love my dad big time because he went all the way down to queenstown to repair it for me and paid for all the repair cost which i dont know how much is it :D

need to wake up like 6 hours later cus i've got a course to attend in TP. so i need to sleep now! gdnight everybody :)


12:40 AM

Thursday, March 11, 2010
i seriously got no idea what you're thinking. i got no idea if this is how you communicate and i got no idea if this is how you treat other girls too. i'm so confused right now because i think i can never know what you're thinking. i dont know anymore. it's such a big lie to tell myself that i'm not hoping for anything. i gave myself hope for it and all i ever got back was disappointments after disappointments. so tired, i dont know what to do. i will never screw things up again. but it's never easy to just get over it and move on.

things arent getting better because im down with fever now. i hope i'll recover when i wake up tmr, because i've got alot of things to do these few days. seriously, this feeling sucks pretty much now.

bye!


11:09 PM

Sunday, March 07, 2010
bintan was good and bad!! good because of the fun that we had tgt and bad because i was a joke over there. but i guess we really enjoyed the trip! the villa that we stayed was so shiok so shiok!

love the sun and everything. so much laughters tgt! :) cant wait to go overseas again! took many photos but the photos are not with me now. so i shall upload the photos when i have it!

anyway, my bro got 6 As for his a level!!! freaking shocked when my mum told me and i know he's very clever. just like how clever i am :)

things arent going quite right now. really hate it when i have messy thoughts that i need to sort them out. it's really so difficult to just get over it and then move on. i dont know what i want now, im so confused. it just doesnt seem right to listen to my heart now.


10:46 PM

Tuesday, March 02, 2010
i'm so excited now because i'm going bintan tmr!! can't wait to relax and enjoy the wonderful sun over there!

i havent pack my bag yet and i'm so hungry now! ok, see everybody when i'm back from bintan :)


7:42 PM

Monday, March 01, 2010
20th was good!! it's one of the best birthday i ever had!

26 feb:
bliss cafe and o bar with the usuals. played and really had fun with them!! <3




went home after that and shirley and peixian actually ganged up with my family to give me the surprise! really didnt expect it and i was really really really surprised! they baked me a cake too :) and they stayed over at my house! <3





27feb:
was quite bad initially cus i dropped my camera and it's spoilt
:( wasnt in the mood after that but everything became better when i met the guys! timbre substation and i think i went there to feed the mosquitoes. my legs are full of mosquito bites now! they treated me 2 flaming towers and i went totally blank after that. but hey, i wasnt drunk!


i'm really very touched that they actually spent the effort planning my birthday celebration and also spending so much on my presents! i really know how fortunate i am! this is when i realised how much i meant to you, you, you and you. <3












9:49 PM