i seriously got no idea what you're thinking. i got no idea if this is how you communicate and i got no idea if this is how you treat other girls too. i'm so confused right now because i think i can never know what you're thinking. i dont know anymore. it's such a big lie to tell myself that i'm not hoping for anything. i gave myself hope for it and all i ever got back was disappointments after disappointments. so tired, i dont know what to do. i will never screw things up again. but it's never easy to just get over it and move on.
things arent getting better because im down with fever now. i hope i'll recover when i wake up tmr, because i've got alot of things to do these few days. seriously, this feeling sucks pretty much now.
bye!