I'm sorry I made you disappointed and worried again. Ive got no idea why I'm doing all these things. I feel like an idiot now for making you unhappy. I'm really sorry.
I've got seriously no mood for anything now. But I've got work tmr, how? This time round, I don't feel like talking about it anymore.
Things are not getting better, I'm so tired of every single thing. I need a drink now.