I won't deny I'm an unreasonable gf but I've always thought that I'm never a selfish girlfriend. It's only till that day when I realized that I'm no different from any other girls outside. I'm selfish, I don't really want him to go. It might be 4 or 5 or 6 months and yes, maybe to anyone out there, I'm just blowing things up cus probably 6 months ain't that long, or perhaps I'm really making a mountain out of a molehill. But I felt so affected. I really can't imagine my life without him. What's gonna happen to all the 18th of the 6 months? Who's gonna give me the wonder hug that I need? Just the thought of it is enough to make me sad.
I didn't tell him about how I feel and how much I don't want him to go. Cus I really don't wanna be a selfish girlfriend, I don't wanna stop him from doing what he wanna do. But then...
What should I do? :(