<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d10957190\x26blogName\x3dx+i+a+o+w+e+i___%60+%5Bx%5D\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://onetwothree1234.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://onetwothree1234.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d5378379326745173050', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe", messageHandlersFilter: gapi.iframes.CROSS_ORIGIN_IFRAMES_FILTER, messageHandlers: { 'blogger-ping': function() {} } }); } }); </script>
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Can't help but to wonder... I pray everynight, for him, for my family but not for myself. The same 3 wishes. Sometimes I really wonder if praying works. If it does, how long more?

Simple can be difficult too, if you know what I mean!

Nooooo, not trying to be emo. It's just a pms night, mind just can't stop wondering! Too many 'what ifs' now. Hahaha.


2:37 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Sometimes, all we need is just that little bit of appreciation. We don't expect the other party to do alot of things to show their appreciation towards us. A simple 'thank you' can go a long way. Or probably I've got nothing better to do, I'm just too free to do all these shits.

So now, every single thing goes down to the drain. I shouldn't even have done anything in the first place. Not a simple 'thank you', not a single nice word. So am I supposed to continue with the plan or to cancel everything? Am I in the wrong to expect that little appreciation? Sigh....


6:19 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2012
The fear and the courage. Where's the end? Nobody knows. No, not that I don't know how to prioritize, I just don't want to.

So ironic. I spilled everything out when I was supposed to walk away. Great. Huge dilemma.

Life... What's the exact definition for it? Probably I think too much, probably I'm being pessimistic, probably everything's gonna be so fine. And I really wish that's the case.

I don't wanna explain, but I'm so afraid....


2:53 AM

Tuesday, March 06, 2012
At this point of time, I'm feeling really happy and lucky and everything positive! I love how things are happening in my life right now and I hope everything's gonna stay this way for as long as possible!

I can get really happy and excited over little things. I'm easily contented, just a small gesture and I can feel like as if I own the whole world, hahaha.

Gonna hit the sack now and look forward to whatever that's gonna happen this week! :)


2:10 AM