Sometimes, I really wish I can shut everything off. These few months, I've seen things that broke my heart, I've felt really scared, I've said things that I never imagined them to come out from my mouth. Feels a little tired actually. Still, I'm feeling all so positive about everything. I know things will definitely get better!
Life is short. I really want to achieve something in life. I don't mind risking it and starting all over again because I think that's what life is supposed to be. But I don't wanna do this alone. I've always thought I've found someone who shares the same interest & sentiment as me. But then again, you really can't deny the fact that it's always better to be financially stable especially when we're here in Singapore. Afterall, reality > dreams. So I should feel happy and secure but I'm actually feeling the opposite. I doubt anyone understands how I feel and probably thinks I'm over reacting. It's just different perspective. Okkk, this is side track anyway.
Too many things to be done after my exams. I'll need to sit down and do some serious thinking about my studies. But right now, I just wanna fully concentrate on my exams. The rest can wait.
Hi rainbow, I'm still waiting for you to come!
Bye! :)