I'm not sure if I've been doing okay all along but I'm pretty sure I'm not recently. Still can't believe that I actually exploded that day. How can I do that... I felt so bad and ashamed and sad everytime I think of it. Sigh...
Time flies too fast, it's gonna be September soon. I'll usually feel excited during the second half of the year because of all the festive seasons that's coming up but somehow I don't feel anything now. Probably because I've grow up, hahaha.
I was really excited and looking forward to the end of this year because of many things but it's also because of many things that I'm not excited now. Uh huh, so confusing...
I don't really dare to hope for anything now because everything seems to be quite a distance away. But I really wish certain things can be in place as soon as it can be!
I'm kind of tired now actually but it's okay, I'm not giving up. I shall work harder than hard. I'm still waiting to see the rainbow, just like the one in my dream! :)
I'll remember everything that happened and remind myself constantly.