I'm feeling a little sad that cny is gonna be over soon and the fact that I'm turning 23 soon is scaring me quite a bit! I used to think that age is just a number, like seriously. I remember I'll always roll my eyes when people tell me that they're turning older. But now I can really feel it! Like the topics that we talked about now, it's all about cars, house, marriage, babies, loans, etc. Stressing me a little but still looking forward to it!

First day of cny:






 

There's gonna be slight changes in our life and it's not a bad thing neither is it a huge thing. But it's this slight changes that's making me a little insecure recently. We've planned out almost everything so I don't know why am I feeling this way...

Probably because a part of me is afraid that things might change before all these plans are carried out. I know that nobody knows what's gonna happen next so I should probably just stop thinking so much and just live for now. At least I'm happy now, no? :)

Of course there are times when I feel so confident and I'll just feel like I can conquer everything but times when I feel insecure about myself or about anything, I just feel so small, hahaha.

Anyway, I've got 2 tuitions back to back today with only half an hour in between. So the very kind bf decided to come and fetch me after my first tuition. While my tutee was doing his work, we heard 3 horns suddenly and then I saw a message on my phone. I took a look at my phone and it's him saying 'If you hear 3 'horns' means I love you!' Hahahahaha. Totally put on a smile on my face! :)

Gonna mug and mug and forget about all the insecurities that I have recently! Just 3 more months, I can do this!!