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Tuesday, January 29, 2019
Sometimes I wonder. Is it your dream? My dream? Or our dream?

There’s not right or wrong. Just two very extreme human beings who will never be able to convince each other. I’m proud of it but that’s probably not what I wanted in my life.

Maybe at the end of the day, it doesn’t really matter. It’ll be okay..


1:00 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2016
So this job isn't as glamorous as how others perceived. Yes, you can earn big bucks, get promoted and all but how much do you have to sacrifice to get it? 6 days work week or 7 days in certain weeks, work late every other day and it's so difficult to even go back home and have dinner with your family let alone arrange a dinner meet up with your friends.

I felt so tired everyday because it's long hours everyday. I don't get to do any quality things after work because I'll feel so tired, I just wanna rest and not do anything after work and even over the weekends.

Sometimes I really hate this job because I can't even be myself. I'm not sure who to trust because rumors fly like nobody's business in this industry. People will start saying stuffs about you that you don't even know behind your back. Things can be v surface cus people seem to be nice and close to you but actually, it's just for show. It's kind of scary. And sometimes, people will try all means to dig out information from you.

You start to learn how to give all the politically correct answer. Whatever the boss/management says, the only way is to give them the politically correct answer. Oh maybe you can talk a little bit louder if you have the numbers. But if you don't have the number, then you just have to comply whatever they say. It doesn't matter who's right and who's wrong.

It's just so sucky to have so many changes during this period of time. Felt so burnt out here, mentally and physically.

But I'm really glad that I've met really nice colleagues along the way. I would say they're more than just colleagues. It's all these people who made me feel so much better whenever I felt unhappy about work. So thankful for them. But I'll probably need some time to think about this job. I just want to be happy when I'm working,

Sigh. Need a break.


12:22 AM

Saturday, September 05, 2015
These few months were crazy. Felt really tired with both work and tuitions. Feeling so tired and stressed out everyday.. 

I feel so lost and I'm not sure what I want at this moment. Sometimes it's really a little tiring trying to make things work. I really feel so tired and worn out this time round, I feel like giving up.. 

Need a vacation so badly, just wanna fly out of this place and forget about everything. 


12:26 AM

Tuesday, April 22, 2014
So long since I'm here at this space! So busy with whatever that's happening.

This year has been a relatively good year for us so far. Finally got our house and I can't wait for it! Planned our traveling trips and I'm so excitedddd. Flying to Hong Kong tmr, graduation trip to Perth with the clique and Ho Chi Minh in Oct! Can't wait to plan for more hahaha.

A little stressed up now because tuitions take up quite abit of my time and because my time management isn't that great so I'm struggling with my studies now...... I've many many plans after my exams so I really can't wait for exams to be over!!!


3:00 AM

Tuesday, August 06, 2013
My mind runs wild.


5:31 AM

Wednesday, March 27, 2013
I'll get used to it ultimately righttttt? :(

Can't wait for exams to be over. One month plus to go!


12:25 AM

Friday, March 15, 2013
"环境能改变一个人"


12:17 AM